Izzy sat in the car breathing hard. She didn't know what got into her head. She replayed what just happened. The look on Devien's face when she told him that she had moved on was still burned into the back of her eyelids. It was just a flicker in his eyes but it was there.
Every bone in her body screamed at her to run backto him. Her heart cried out his name. Her mind stoped and the tears started. With that one look her whole world had fallen. She had hurt him more than he would have ever hurt her. With one night she had ended it for good. There was no way he would ever want her again.
Izzy yelled "Why, why did you do it?" and then flet ashamed of everything she'd done for the past seven months. She looked up at her refletion in her rearveiw morrior, she knew she looked good. She had made herself up for this. He needed to know that she still loved him, and that she wanted to look good for him. There was no going back for them now. He would get over her, get married, and have the life he always wanted.
She took a deep breath, "suck it up!!" she told herself. She wiped her face clean, blew her nose. then she started the car. Pulling out of his driveway she couldn't think of anything but when they might see each other again. By that time he would be over her. She wondered if she would ever get over him?
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